W4rpriest

Waking up at 2 pm Listerine and Jimmy Beam Walk down to the corner store TP and kerosene I get along just fine Don't ask for anything 20 days and nothing You don't mean a thing to me So where's that brighter garden Where not a frost has been Where everything we started Doesn't have to end I don't have to think I don't have to think About yoooou again I don't have to think I don't have to think About yoooou again And where's that brighter garden Where not a frost has been Where everything we started Doesn't have to end

Whenever I'm doing the things that I shouldn't my stomach is tied up in knots. I'm always aware when I'm choosing to dare death to take me today or to not. Denying, defying my mind will be lying in saying "we do this a lot". Corrupting, instructing somebody do something!!! Yeah, nothing. That's just what I thought.

?you stole from me the other day when all you had to do was ask and you wonder why I'm paranoid and ask my why I'm crass you tell me that you'll leave me if I make you more upset if I keep pressing with my questions 'till you tell me I'll regret asking you for honesty, accusing you of lies following your gaze with mine while you avoid my eyes whatever happened to the substance that made what we had real what ever made you hate me what ever made you steal?

I was never sleeping This is not a dream We ate the lie and realized things weren't the way they seemed I ‘m forced to face my judgement Inescapable, this fate More willing was I to oblige than one might speculate So tear my flesh asunder And fling me to the pit Fill my cup with guiltiness and wrap me in regret Make me fall forever So I’m weightless and I’m free I’ll be singing in that darkness, all alone, deservedly

Every morning she comes around shes got butterfly wings her feet never touch the ground but she can only play just a little while shes got a lot of things to do but if i could fly just as half as high as she can she’d be my reason to carry on but shes gone (2x) you never come down close enough to talk to me you leave without making a sound but if i could fly just as half as high as she can she’d be my reason to carry on but even flowers die and every moments stolen babies turn to old men and you and i will one day be gone

I try to make you love me But you're pushing me away And when I close the distance You never want to stay I never thought I'd say this I never thought I'd be Just another afterthought Instead of being me I've never been the desperate one You've changed me, don't you see I'm blind and I don't recognize What I've begun to be I whining pile of sentiment A worthless sack of shit A shadow of my former self A clown, a fool, a twit For love I let my guard down 'to love and lose', they say but now I wish you would have never loved me on that day-

Disapproving silence Glances filled with hate Looking at me down their nose As though I should be ashamed So I change Whispered disapproval Behind my back they hate Silence when I turn around As though I couldn't hear the blame So I change Obvious disapproval No attempt to hide the hate Freak is what they call me In my face they spit the name So I change Now they ask me why Why I won't just be myself As though they didn't cause this By making life hell That is  why I changed Don't you dare tell me To be genuinely me If you couldn't accept who I was When I was truly free Before I changed